This picture was over 2 months ago- before you could walk. Now you are almost running. Soon you'll be talking and potty-training, and I just can't slow it down. You are so sweet right now, and I have to admit my love, I'm scared. I'm scared to lose that sweet Kinsey, and get a brat replacement. Lord, I don't think I can handle it. I'm too weak.
I love you Kinsey, but I am selfish and weak. I'm just feeling so sad that I've been excited about you growing up and now you are just going too fast. I pray Lord, please help me to enjoy what I can now. Help me to remember moments. Help me to love her when she is throwing a tantrum and to be gentle and kind but firm. I am such a failure without your help Lord. I have no hope without you God, no hope.
Kinsey Jewel,may you know that I tried, and hopefully to rhe best of my ability. I love you baby.
Your momma,
Heather Jo
