January 31, 2011

Hitting Isn't Nice Kinsey

even when its tempting. 
Let me be truthful with you. I have a saying "Physical Violence is the Answer". . .now I came up with that as a sarcastic reaction to how I feel when I am frustrated, or angry or hurt. It feels as if I cannot communicate how I feel with words- I want to hit.
I see that maybe you might feel the same way. You hit me when you don't get your way- and it hurts.
Right now, you don't know words, so that makes sense. I sure hope that you can learn from Dad's correct responses (in thinking before acting), and from my mistakes of throwing and hitting inanimate things.
I remember watching my dad respond the same way I do- it was scary.
I don't know how to teach you about reigning your emotions in so they don't control you- I'm still working on it, and its a slow process.
I'm praying for you Kinsey.

Your Momma,
Heather Jo

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